he offered no apology for the killing of nine black churchgoers at the historic ame church. instead, prosecutors read portions of what he wrote in a journal. i m not sorry, he wrote. the prosecution s first witness, the widow of the reverend pinkney. she huddled in a locked office after hearing the gunshots, her six-year-old daughter whispered, daddy s dead? no, no, baby. she knew her husband of 16 years was gone. after the emotional testimony, roof chose not to cross-examine her. mental health experts say it s exceedingly rare for defendants to represent themselves in death penalty cases. just because he s been found competent to stand trial doesn t mean he hasn t been found to have a serious mental illness. he does fit the profile of