her time at the suffolk county jail in boston. awaiting trial for allegedly robbing two banks. but her life in jail has taken a major turn. her cell mate and good friend, melanie reddy recently had her prostitution charge dismissed and has returned to the streets. the neighborhood that i m from, the armpit of massachusetts, it s gangbangers, drug dealers, prostitutes and addicts. i love it. i don t know what it is about that place because it s disgusting, but i [ bleep ] love it. i know how it is like being out there, especially when you re not ready. i want to really try to change, but she blatantly said she wasn t ready. which i respect that. she knew i wanted to get clean, so we didn t talk too much about using, and she wanted to use so i didn t talk too much about getting clean. but we talked about everything else. not surprisingly, o reilly received distressing news about her friend. we heard she o.d. d.
not surprisingly, o reilly received distressing news about her friend. we heard she o.d. d. so it left me really upset. i haven t cried since i been here. that was the first time i cried. nobody knew anything further than that. they just knew that she o.d. d somewhere the day she got out. then i got the letter from her a couple days later. like it was such a relief to read that it was written after the fact. like she obviously was still alive. it says krystle, what s up chickie? mean, nothing too good at all. wednesday, shot dope and died. so i haven t been with the dope too hard. but that fear isn t as strong as it was, because truth be told, i don t give a [ bleep ] about anything. it s actually quite disturbing. but oh, well, all bets are off about anything. don t get too comfortable not seeing me because it won t get too long. as we both know, [ bleep ] happens. so whatever. [ bleep ] i already knew that, though. well, i ve got to go because obviously [ bleep ] isn t too pretty
awaiting trial for allegedly robbing two banks. but her life in jail has taken a major turn. her cell mate and good friend, melanie reddy recently had her prostitution charge dismissed and has returned to the streets. the neighborhood that i m from, the armpit of massachusetts, it s gangbangers, drug dealers, prostitutes and addicts. i love it. i don t know what it is about that place because it s disgusting, but i [ bleep ] love it. i know how it is like being out there, especially when you re not ready. i want to really try to change, but she blatantly said she wasn t ready. which i respect that. she knew i wanted to get clean, so we didn t talk too much about using, and she wanted to use so i didn t talk too much about getting clean. not surprisingly, o reilly received distressing news about her friend. we heard she o.d. d. so it left me really upset.
we heard she o.d. d. so it left me really upset. i haven t cried since i been here. that was the first time i cried. nobody knew anything further than that. they just knew that she o.d. d somewhere the day she got out. then i got the letter from her a couple days later. like it was such a relief to read that it was written after the fact. like she obviously was still alive. it says krystle, what s up chick ki? mean, nothing too good at all. wednesday shot dope and died. so i haven t been with the dope too hard. but that fear isn t as strong as it was because truth be told, i don t give a [ bleep ] about anything. it s actually quite disturbing. but oh, well, all bets are off about anything. don t get too comfortable not seeing me because it won t get too long. as we both know, [ bleep ] happens. so whatever. [ bleep ] i already knew that, though. i ve got to go because obviously [ bleep ] isn t too pretty right now. i love you more than you know and thank you for everything. i do app
that s an extraordinary number, so, yeah, it s a real serious problem. after josh boyd was arrested for robbing pharmacy, he was forced to go cold turkey. it s a nightmare. i layed in the the bed in jail and squirmed for three nights and sweated and puked and i you can t explain it. you can t explain it. it s just misery. and yet, boyd describes his arrest and conviction as a blessing. i would still be getting high right now. if i would ve got away with it, then i would ve had i would ve od d. i would have absolutely od d. instead, boyd is in long-term inpatient rehab and slowly fighting his way back. it s intense. from the minute you wake up, it s the hardest thing i ve ever done, by far. the daytop teens are walking that same long road back to sobriety. i still have the mental obsession, like i ll think about, like, taking a pill, chopping it up and, like, drawing a line and snorting it.