FLORHAM PARK, N.J. (AP) Laken Tomlinson took off his New York Jets cap, folded his hands in front of his face and cried. The grief of losing his daughter 18 days after she was born is still raw and painful. The tears are part of the healing process, one that has taken three years for the 30-year-old offensive lineman. And one he's not sure will ever truly end.