i ve ever done and i know, will ever do in life is to be mad at god and i know he gives me everything you have and has the will and power to take it away, i thought i d done everything right and if there was a check objection, i thought i checked it and again, the anger was shown in my daily life and i remember one of my good friends asking me to say a player and i said no, i don t want to play and i don t think i know god. it put a lot of fear in my wife at the time, tiffany s heart and she really knew she had something else to pray for. mike: isn t it great we can get mad at god and he s big enough to handle it. he doesn t blow back up at us. through this period how were you feeling? you were trying to cope with the kids and this new experience for you and for him. did it shake you up a little bit? oh, it did. i mean, we were all praying for his eyesight, we wanted him to have a little bit of sight, which is better than no
away, i thought i d done everything right and if there was a check objection, i thought i checked it and again, the anger was shown in my daily life and i remember one of my good friends asking me to say a player and i said no, i don t want to play and i don t think i know god. it put a lot of fear in my wife at the time, tiffany s heart and she really knew she had something else to pray for. mike: isn t it great we can get mad at god and he s big enough to handle it. he doesn t blow back up at us. through this period how were you feeling? you were trying to cope with the kids and this new experience for you and for him. did it shake you up a little bit? oh, it did. i mean, we were all praying for his eyesight, we wanted him to have a little bit of sight, which is better than no sight at all so i was praying for his eyesight. when i heard him say i don t know who god is, i stopped praying for his eyesight and started praying for his heart.