intense suffering, if his plan included suffering for his son own son, why are we surprised. harris, it is the hard themes that made my grow in my faith, god is ch chiseling in you the image of jesus christ, high used a chrischisel and a hammer, sometimes the heavy blows that we go through that make us most like christ. harris: wisconsin mom tina tjan, struggled with depression for much of her life, pos, post part umdepression threw her into a t tailspin. the day she decided to jump. that day, july 19, 2004. hshe climbed into family car and sped off down the