being kidnapped and stuff like that. the one of the gunmen actually showed you the video that we ve all seen of you being kidnapped on the street. that s surreal. i mean, what did that? what was that? like? i just started crying. just like i m never going home. did in any way help you to know that this video is out there. the people at least knew. i thought maybe it was just out in mexico. i didn t know that had not reached the states states, right? so i felt a little better because i just didn t know our families knew anything that happened to us. you re you re a woman in custody with cartel gunmen. were they threatening to you in in violence and sexual violence? i mean, yeah, they said all that stuff all that. they did. hmm they re trying to make us have sex with each other. but brothers and sisters, the