police officers and the paramedics who have stepped in. unfortunately, we re pretty good at it. and, tom, what would you say? as i ve been watching some of the survivors come through and they speak so matter of of fac and you know that s been through a tragedy and you can put yourself in the shoes of the family members. they are in shock and it s hard to say how they will react. i think they have to accept it s going to be very difficult, life-changing. even the students who were in the library at columbine, those students who survived, it s very difficult for them. still traumatic for many of them. you have become a spokesperson for ceasefire colorado, but i also heard today, you saying you re not sure this will change anything. tell me what you hope to do and