Didnt really expect to see 40. If you had told me that i would be in a couple months, 60, that i [laughing] thanks. You turned 60 last year, right . That i would would have a husband it was unimaginable that we would be able to marry and that i would have a daughter. I mean, the [inaudible] we make it i know so many other people like jeff getty like hank wilson did not make it but i know so many people were still struggling and their isolated. The services are not there for them that they really need. And im committed to the Survivor Community because that is the best way to honor no preventable hiv deaths. [applause] so in 1981, beyond and by the way i supported wilbert achterberg. I very grateful for the time mayor brown but back in 1981, when aids struck our community, and you know many places responded with hate. They said was gods will. They wanted to isolate us, quarantine us, put us away. Laugh as we died. Like ronald reagan. San francisco did something completely different. The