well. i m going to be an astronaut so i can actually discover these planets myself. we bring in these phenomenal volunteer counselors and just having an older buddy to look up to took kind of see how life should be and behaviors that should be modeled. we re with camp happy. just the little things that they get to experience, it takes away some of the pain that they have. the last day of camp is camp carnival. we all make our own games out of cardboard boxes, construction paper. it s simple but it s a lot of fun. we put in a lot of work for it. camp carnival is personal to me because my seventh birthday party was a carnival theme. this whole uncertainty around her health was kind of a cloud around her birthday. i just didn t want the carnival party to ever be a memory of sadness for her. it s a good way to kind of