became thinner and thinner. did we suspect that she had bulimia? no, i don t think we did at that stage. but later on it became clear there was something not quite right. you see the engagement coming close to the wedding itself. diana s bulimia got markedly worse and the people that do it when asked to try and explain why they do it will say that it is the one thing in their life that they can control. in one sense you re punishing yourself and that punishment makes you stronger or at least feeds that strength to you. it s also symbolic, so when you eat a lot and you throw up, you are also purging yourself of negative feelings, of all your worry and your fear and your
bulimia? no, i don t think we did at that stage but later on it became clear there was something not quite right. as you see the engagement coming close to the wedding itself, diana s bulimia got worse. and the people that do it, when asked to try to explain why they do it will say that it is the one thing in their life that they can control. in onec sense, you re pu punishing yourself and that punishment makes you stronger or feeds that strength to you. it s also symbolic so when you eat a lot and throw up, you re also purging yourself of negative feelings, of all your worry and your fear and your anx anxiety. diana was going downhill. it was a carry.
it was courteers and people in suits. life was much more structured and alien to her. but d eiana wasn t actually lef completely alone. camilla parker left diana a note saying such exciting news, love to see the engagement ring. that s a real like thug move. that s so mean girls, it s unbelievable. that s a power move right there. in diana s own words, she told me any marriage prince charles could have made would never be as strong as the relationship he had with camilla and that was what she was b battling with from the outset. but she has something camilla doesn t have, her youth, her beauty, her sparkle, her charisma and that s something she s going to hold on to and
mid middle. i think we all felt we were guests at their wedding and that we were part of the beginning of something very beautiful. that famous kiss on the balcony never seen before until then. i have sealed the deal. it sent a message. i am now the princess of wails. she was optimistic and certainly head over heels in love with him. she really did refer to him as perfect. at last, the fun farewells, the couple managed to get away of their honeymoon. soon they were boarding the home for the next two weeks.
they threw everything including the kitchen sink at that. it had frills. it had bows. it had puff sleeves and ruffles. there was a ton of silk. it was like something out of disney. and then that incredible train at the back of it, which looked magnificent of course as she was going up the steps. the fancier came and diana came in on her father s arm. the gown was spectacular. and she is such a pretty girl. she has very, very little makeup on today. she is so beautiful she doesn t really need any help from anyone