myself and my son at home, pretty much alone, planning the funeral. and, you know, it takes its toll on everyone. but it is absolutely no good that the people at the top aren t doing what they say we should be doing, because they expect us to follow the rules and we should be doing. and, yeah, it does make it sort of, it s frustrating, it s embarrassing for the government and it s sad and upsetting for the families that are affected. back in watford, parents collecting their children from the building blocks nursery and a clear sense of trust ebbing away from the government. they are the bosses. they should be guiding and showing how it s done and they are not showing that. it s not good. they should follow the rules if they are making the rules, yeah. if they can have a party, then everyone else should have a party. but i think it s equal to everyone how it should be. as staff clean the nursery