were in the way for years about this killer, right up until the end, when i know you may not have heard about the reporting in the broward county deputies, three new ones were waiting outside, but the school resource officer who did not go in, do you feel like the system has served you well in this case? i think that the system, there s a lot of ways that we need to improve it and we need to work together. we need to come together. we don t need to be finger pointing. we need to take our money, we need to take our resources and we just need to come to a solution. it really begins beginning with putting that money and resources into mental health. you went back inside the school. and wrapping those kids. you went back inside the school for the first time, today. what was that like? i can t imagine what that was like. tell me about it. you know, i was really afraid, i told my students, i blasted out an e-mail i was really afraid i wasn t going to be ready for it but the count