your youngest you have a 6-year-old. what has your 6-year-old been saying about this? he just keeps on telling me he wants to go to grandpa s house. can i call grandpa? i just tell him, where he is at now we can t call. he s in heaven. it s so heartbreaking. the amount of loss from that experience, evangelina, what happened when you got the word about what happened that day at your brother s church? i had just come home from my church, and then we turned the tv on it was the first thing on the news. i didn t know that was my brother s church until my niece called me and she couldn t even talk, and she said, that s my dad s church. i go, no, that can t be true, no. that s when we were hoping that