older brother ronny had been killed in a plane crash alongside other members of the band. very traumatic. i mean, it was for our whole family, you know. because they just came out with street survivors and was just starting to tour and actually i was going to go down and i could have been on that plane myself. but i was in high school and everybody said, hey, if you skip school, ronny is going to beat your butt when he sees you. you better not go down to see a show. you better be in school. so i it was just very dramatic. the way we found out was we got a call from our ex-manager and me and my dad had been working in the yard all day. and it came on the evening news and i the phone rang and where we lived at, we always kept our front door open. we lived in a neighborhood that