from brock go felt hemmed in in the g.d.r. she wanted to travel in 1902 she married a peruvian and moved with him to south america. she later moved to west berlin but she still couldn t shake off the past. but mute the truth but it was only when everything came to a head that i said to myself i understand it cannot be good for your life to run around with this bitterness inside you someone recommended a psychologist he was a few ition whose parents also tried to oppose the nazis but how i told her how i felt and she said listen it s completely normal for you to be angry and feel abandoned as a child you couldn t feel any differently if you knew nothing about it unless i m focused and that was the. the loss of our food when her father s father also left deep in his family of problems but what i was the one who had a problem with my mother and i couldn t deal with her. i was always