her that i did it. they were saying thanks to her like how can you sleep with a murderer? you know he did it. you are possibly next. when they searched his house a seemed like a scene out of a movie. just going through drawers, throwing clothes. they left my house a mess. even when he was finally cleared, he said, no one told him. nor he said was he told amber had written him up. though he agreed they hadn t always seen eye to eye on some things. then until we spoke with him, he said, he had no idea amber s mother believed she saw him put something into amber s coffin. did you walk over to the casket and put a lanyard or something in there? that s the most absurd thing i ever heard. no. no. that was my very first funeral. so, i didn t even get close to the casket. but brandon is a father now, two kids. so, he told us, he thinks of amber s parents and understands. i couldn t imagine losing one of my children. but if brendan biel didn t