milton drove me in his black toyota suv. we made a quick stop at my apartment so i could get a few things, change of clothes, toothbrush, and he drove me to suburban hospital. about as generous as i can imagine a boss being? yeah, milton d. i m convinced that my life would have been at risk if i had been left out on my own for another week or two. i was just using more and more and using at unpredictable times. at that point i was no longe just using on my weekend. i was using on days i was supposed to work, before work. so it was affecting work? oh, yes. it s a progressive condition. do you think you are ever betrayed your audience then? only be the sense that by the summer of 1991, el began missing days of work.