and hope. like blind hope. it was one of the most i can t describe that kind of joy, you know? i thought, you know, if we were married, then this is real, this is real, this isn t a thing of this isn t chaotic and this will change. i had so much hope in that moment. and i just said to him over and over again are you serious? are you serious? are you sure? he didn t have a ring so i thought is this an impulse thing? in my experience johnny can be very impulsive. and he said over and over again, be my woman forever. i want you to be my wife, my wife, my wife. i, of course, cried.
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