A girl would have to be out of her skull to fight it orchestral music audience laughter hmm . Hang up. quietly talk to you later. Madetoorder everlasting love . Once in a lifetime . You were listening do you realize that youve been in love five. But whos counting . Anyway. This ones different i thought we had a little talk about this back in september. September . I will refresh your memory. Back in september, when you were going through, and i quote, the bleakest time of your life. I wish you wouldnt do that. What . Quote. Your world had come to an end. Love in the world goes away for a while. Oh, it was murder. I dont know when id ever felt so alone. At least i had sense enough not to hand around the kids where id only feel lonelier. As long as i had to suffer i decided to suffer where i could suffer the most. At the beach. Yes, jeff had gone back to princeton and i was left all alone in california to try somehow to survive the winter. I deliberately picked the loneliest spot on the