because i got a monster inside me. pelosi says rebenfeld was pressured by the police to make these statements. danny says he never used the word monster to describe himself. i ve been described by a psychiatrist who did a report that there s monster inside of me. but monster ain t one of my words. animal ? yeah. i got an animal in me, yeah. that s me. monster ? monster don t fit. just as these admissions began to surface, generosa s health began to give way. on august 27th, 2003, at lennox hill hospital in manhattan, generosa died. she was 47 years old. in her final will, she left everything to her adopted children and, ironically, the ammon foundation, a charity ted had started. she named the children s nanny kaye mayne as their guardian and gave her the mansion in east hampton. the minute generosa ammon