after you get what you want, you don t want it. that s a perfect number, because that s really her story, too. because after you get what you want you don t want what you she had the money and the lights and the costumes and the fans. i know you but there was something missing. she doesn t want to be stuck at fox making stereotype movies. i could have sworn you re a dramatic actress. that s impossible. what i d like to do is to be a good actress. when you want that, you re not necessarily going to find it in hollywood. there s no business like show business opens to great fanfare, but marilyn is nowhere to be seen. marilyn monroe didn t show up for her own movie premiere. her mind and her life were somewhere else. she was incognito. as zelda zonk. zelda zonk was a beautiful woman in a black, bobbed wig sneaking away from l.a. to start a new life in new york. she didn t tell anybody, and nobody knew. marilyn walked out as a declaration
i think she would have been a great mother. but on august 1st, 1957, marilyn collapses and is rushed to a manhattan hospital. she not only lost her baby, she almost lost her own life. she s released from the hospital to a whole battery of reporters and media. she was very, very ill indeed and yet she somehow had to turn it on for the cameras. there s something so predatory feeling about paparazzi. she was that famous, that you would expect that attention, but it s still really sad that it had to be there in her darkest moments. it is just so heartbreaking to see someone who s really trying to put on a brave face with this tremendously painful moment that leads her to feel
her life outside of being a poster girl and woman who chooses to be a mother, choosing a family. she loved children. the way she treated us, i think she would have been a great mother. but on august 1st, 1957, marilyn collapses and is rushed to a manhattan hospital. she not only lost her baby, she almost lost her own life. she s released to the hospital to a battery of reporters and media. she was very, very ill indeed and yet, she somehow had to turn it on for the cameras. there is something so predatory feeling about paparazzi. she was that famous that you would expect that attention but it s still really sad it had to be there in her darkest moments.