friends. lot of the guys on the camera crew, like i call them my other brothers. they really are. i have known them since i was in my 20s. i was single in my 20s, wire service reporter who walked in the front door and learned tv from all of you guys. i really appreciate it. we were talking about the things that we love about you. we were sobbing on the phone. what we noted most, what berman alluded to, we all feel what a wonderful person you are. you bring people together because of your kindness, empathy and you are so genuine, and i adore you and i will miss seeing you every day. but you cannot shake us. so, we are in for the long haul. i will be watching you guys. the thing that scared me the most, she has been at cnn since before there were cellphones. in your number changes, i can t reach you. i will be so bummed out. my first phone was a flip phone from the assignment desk, you know, when they would pass