officers as patriots, but there are very real patriots who went without praise last week from the president and the cia director and those are the officers who said no to torture and blue the whistle on it and aufsh at a high price. the aclu releaseded a video profiling those who said no. i filed a report with the department of defense, a law of arm conflict violation report. it was my obligation to try to learn more about it and put it to a stop. i felt isolated in my fight to report the people who were conducting the torture and abuse. it was probably one of the most difficult decisions i made in my life because i love the fbi. i loved what i used to do. at that point i didn t know, you know, were they going to court-martial me and in fact, i was placed under house arrest. i said we re not going to use any evidence that was obtained by torture or any of the other enhanced techniques that any of you do, it went too far.