to what form does the regret take? did you ever think about bailing out of the program? many times. i think all of us have quit at one time or another or said we were quitting we couldn t take it any more. it was difficult to have the public think you are what you are not you will have one moment of something they will judge you on that one moment it is difficult. i don t think they aportray. we all have our moments good and bad. one thing if there s something you don t want shown it will make it to stair. there are things you can focus on maybe my strength at times. i met fay through describe that relationship. i met fay through my sister kathy and chris jenner, right? yes.