whether that s killing someone or whatever he needs to do. i knew that i would have to defend myself every single day in this place. i knew that i would never be able to relax, not ever. so it did not take long. i m squatting in the toilet, and there is no door or anything. it is very disconcerting, but you get used to it eventually, and then all tof the sudden, th guy next to me someone was smashing his head in with a piece of 4x2 wood. there is a slow a death is a