and everything. ah dear, it was asking. where's corey? where's court? and for my keys, he's right behind us. he's right behind us. and so he ran back down to the crash site. he was trying to get cory out. the car ah, on the top is going to keep them say, deal at the same. mm hm. so we knew he was gone for a prosecutor say kemati carter pulled the trigger on his assault rifle. the board defendants belonged to what gang and fired on the innocent victims of the other car early that saturday because they thought they were members of a rival gang, they were not i didn't have a 24 and i got arrested may 27th. 1997 i was 18 years to watch a lot. i came to prison. i was young and speak very well, wasn't really educated or some people believe that in the gang lifestyle today with somebody, he was important to a particular group of people. they would rather be important tyrant then an average citizen has to struggle. some people are afraid of being who they are. the road is uneasy and growing in developing an easy prison isn't easy. lineage kamani carter. and i'm currently starting to life statements for gang related job happened 9 years ago. my victim was innocent. he was also a student who was attending college. his name is corey pittman. at this time i would like to apologize to the pip fan because only now about begun to understand that the enjoyment of life was taken away can never be replaced. and i'm sorry, my history is the life of a lot of kids out there in our community. and my reality as a young man, life in prison will be the future. if we don't start creating better ways of dealing with our children who a a a yeah. you're supposed to block the block. that those are baggage. a cab was failed with no night. so yeah, i dont want to point that nash super career with free with a long time since i've been through here in almost 30 years in it looks a lot better. it back ladies. really, management one on the motors deluxe logic as ah, is this better almost every hours up year after dark to the straight to just be crawl and we just started out like any other patrol partners or just handle and regular police falls. and then we'd be on a like a burglary call or a vandalism call, and he's a what was that? we'd hear shots be fired, you know, block away or a couple blocks away and then at the return shot, somebody shooting out of the car. now, mackenzie, the telegraph bodies in the street, people who did sack lay in there, i moved here in august of 1980 from the detroit area. the football coach that i had, he told me about it. i'd never heard of it before. he made it sound like heaven coming to the great northwest, the peaceful northwest was a young lawyer starting a practice. so i was doing domestic contract law real estate law by the end of the eighty's early ninety's. it was almost solely felony defense. ah, the news tribune had a headline comparing to coma as being little detroit ah ah ah, a very young kids. it seems we're getting involved in horrendous violence 20 to 30 years ago. and i think there's no question that the kitchen cripps from l. a came up here and seated this area. ah, came a, took a la blocked court as i lived on all my life bo wrote a were from orchard all way down to the top. and then yeah, these other guys was kind of scary and they will rate. they had that on the side. ah, for read a booted mix in california, didn't mix them to come to washington. lulu aah! to com is about 30 miles from seattle. many of the african american and other folks that have come to this region after the forty's, after world war 2, a large influx of people came. many people came through fort lewis and settled in close proximity to the commer. mm. because of red line, people were red line a certain area the hill top in those areas is where black people were concentrated at that time. after world war 2. to com is no different from any place else in this country in terms of how people are relegated to that bottom wrong if they are poor or if they are of color. no, it was so many of our children affected during that late eighty's early ninety's. if you around the age 111213, during that time you were affected by this m. o. so many of the kids didn't survive ever killed me if they didn't die, they're in prison for a long time. ah, the don't are very was already a poverty stricken neighbourhood. and then when you feel prostitution on that, so gangs on that, throw crack cocaine on top of all that these kids, they are a product of the vironment that they were pushed into new. ah, and you so much, don't so much dog that was just saturated. have to come along, which is ridiculous. like an 88. it was flooding a lived in a world that was my believe. wow. we did things that i never knew that i would live to see this day. oh man, the drugs, the guns, the fuel edge killing these kids grew up and something that a lot of people don't want to face reality about ah, ah ah, in the least hunter, russian state full narrative as tight as i'm 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shy. yours in there, but you bought it when you get on with a 21 years on the street up here trying to make a rep like a man for myself and my for a really hard talking about this school. our emotional mom is a law, but i am a blur. my bounty hunter. be saw the corner wash in my family in solemn loan. i came up here in mole. this is wafa the lava. ah wait to hear news about arrival gang at the mall or at the ball. now lou will go up there just a game back to his door for like we had some freedom. smugly drank todd girls draw cars of downstream fast. ah. was away from the police. our slave slave who a ran to were wishing to pollute, ran to words ah, poked money as well. it turned out different. others sunday night came turn back time. but i'll just what alyssa man wondering be in a situation as a good do this, a lot. i of the would all were lost the blindly not blown out here. we didn't know . no better with kimani is to be out here. what us you know, baby quickie young gangster, young brother. just eager to prove his wife. i was 18 when i met him. but he was doing the same things i was doing now and he was only 11 to 12 with. he felt like we were his family. and maybe gangster, we can tell him what to do. i won't do it his way. he looked at she straight your eyes. i had this now fear attitude. you need is that my god never seen his mom around like united as she was the i me, he was a south i would i so as i come on, i don't know too much about my dad. never seeing. i see his mom and i grew up into like really bad situation. a plan was run down poor like really no food. and it's basically raising his self. that's where we came in. or we was picking him up . keep him out with us, swung the ropes. somehow to run the streets lava. lou crystal. oh, just i hear you got her, here's your pistol and you got you just keep it on you. i don't know as a saying no love among bees. are we a love among the we all love each other? will adapt for each other. no one, all a lot of people make it up to be the there was just a group of older guys who let you hang around and they almost kind of treated you like a peer of a or if they was smoking cigarettes, they would hand you a cigarette and i was drinking alcohol, they will let you ship awesome alcohol paid attention. and they really kind of genuinely care and they may have been in subtle ways. like had a you a few dollars giving you a nickname, so to speak. but you know, i think for young kids build a meaningful we want it to be like, oh jeez, who would be in the prison? came home. they've got to respect because they went to prison. dessie with depression and we want to be like do all my friends is either in prison, nan forever or de douglas, all rally out. i wasn't certain, i could find it and it was accidental. the off they dug it out there, missing it's got to be back to $8889.00. we were educating ourselves so many kids running the gang members and we started keeping the notebook on them and mr. getting pictures and they found out we had it and they all want to see it. some of come up and say my, my face isn't in there. it was for photograph. those are all the original kids that were recruited and taught how to be gang members by the gangs. they were smart, they were natural leaders. the other kids looked up to me and listen to me. they could all do math in their head. you know, they all thought they were stupid earlier because they didn't finish school, but they knew how many ounces or in a pound, how many a balls you could get out, how much money they should get back, how much they were owed. they were sharp. hello guys. they had to be 10 or 12 now. in the 1st time that i've ever encountered law enforcement, i was young, i was a kid. i'm running away from home. i was basically living in this abandoned house with all these other teenagers and kids. one more than i was ride, my bike could i was cut into the house because the house is kind of like a short cut. you know, to the next block. seen some police in the back yard. this one, the police officer who them drew down and tell him you don't move. she was going to that's a for some other that a rest percent of taken me home and sent me to juvenile level. i guess they kind of charges with burglary for those kids at home when i kind of claim them as my family when not amanda home. that's what was there for me. every single time or what did you would i'll always met somebody who did something different but um i never met a you kid before my life. but all was that i me was say it say how he's in here for possession of crack cocaine. you know, it's and, and he was making 2 or 300 all that paper boy no longer. i'm on jet or selling arms . now, would you rather when you, you just fuel the mom as a nation? because you all my a. i mean, we were shut out economically, who is still shut out economically. the institutional racism that we have around economic steel persists the underlying issues m. j. disparities with education, with employment, with health care, with transportation, with housing. oh, let's look at drugs. let's look again, let us look about the outcome. those are night input. the inputs are the disparities that lead to that then america, money, speech, money makes policy. money decides who makes money off of drugs and who's communities are devastated. it is systemic. are we really saying to ourselves in this got that money is more bon, any other thing on earth and how to get it and oh, you get it from an injustice and all that other stuff is just the system is a firm and really yes. if that's all you leave of me to l, i will make it work. when i was cook my hopes for white books, you know, while i am your slave 8 what she had left it damn sure didn't leave no pork roast for me and no, no, no, no baby back ribs. i got a snout at a dead ears, a the good she is. and mamma neal made it to the best they could because that was worth it. if you leave room 2 drugs, alcohol criminal activity to make a live legal, michael the take from the church. the church, a lawyer i was a single mother raising 2 children and the hilton didn't have much money. the california gaines came up, made it so appealing to be a gang member. i could maybe put $10.00 in his pocket for allowance where they would give him a $1000.00 in his pocket. i always think that if willing had been younger older, he wouldn't have been swept into that lifestyle. but he was just a prime age for what they were looking for. he was 11 and they were already starting to recruiting process to get willie and many other young ones to sell rock, cocaine and powder cocaine. one time he told me that he wasn't going to go to school and i told him, oh you're going to school today. and he made a phone call and 10 minutes later there was 3 cars in the alley. gang members sitting on the hood of the car as they were vanishing guns. and they told me says i'm going to school today and he's coming with us. i took him, i felt so helpless like what, how do i fight this? calling the police. they didn't care, i said it was his choice now when it took off and that's when it got so barn lot of kids went around. wow. i lost about like 30 brands at this time. what we will it in and know how many lie citizen bags and how bad it would end up being just got worse. and then finally, one day i was at work in my husband at the time, told me you need to get home cuz police are going to your house for search warrants . and when i got home, they said, your son crossed the line this time, and we got him for murder. this while he was 17 and 18, they sent him to a 100 years and present ah, a photography archipelago home at the cio san diego garcia of the largest island in the archipelago is now the location of a very large u. s. military base. you get given med, div our i to the u. s. government to make a military base and just deported all the chuckles. and people from their country so big caught returned back on the island. no, never, but we are fighting. that's why i'm fat. real fighting for the right. so i, we do not consider the right to self determination actually applies to the trickle . since i don't the question, those self determination of the legal advice we have received is actually the trickle. since we're not and all not a people for me, it's done to move on and see what we can do. a full the tumbler said committee to return back home. knowledge support from the the aggravation die for mission african united nish. i don't care about douglas, said people oh is your media a reflection of reality? ah, in a world transformed what will make you feel safe? isolation, whole community. are you going the right way or are you being led somewhere? direct. what is true? what is faith? in the world corrupted, you need to descend a join us in the depths or remain in the shallows. ah ah ah . who is the aggressor to day? i'm authorizing the additional strong sanctions. today. russia is the country with the most sanctions imposed against it. and um, but as constantly growing up in jo, which of almost of course sure as we speak on lennon, louise, senior, mostly mine, the war will ship. we're banding all in ports of russian, oil and gas, fuji. i know they plenty of those lower. good. a joe biden imposing the sanctions on russia has destroyed the american economy. so there's your boomerang. ah, a report from television was tens of thousands flood the street, the pro democracy protest, and the government pushes to allow parliament to overrule the supreme court. a block on disruptions, an infrastructure across few crane cities including the countries count a pension plan between a wrong on the u. k. off that.