especially black women, who died of back elie abortions. i was one of those but survived, and i think it's my duty now, as hard as this is, to talk about it. because i know it's going to happen again, if we don't stop what's going to take place. >> barbara lee, talking about what it was like for her as a very young woman, as a teenager, to obtain a back alley abortion, in the years before roe v. wade. the hardest thing in the world to talk about right. as you might imagine. she is sharing that story, including testimony in congress today, as we barreled toward a post row world, congresswoman barbara lee of california, thank you for being with us, i know it's been a long and exhausting danya of a long night ahead of you yet. >> rachel i'm glad to be with, you i was listening to jamie, and i'm going back to our