outlook? how does that happen? we're grown developed fully baked beings and set someone not just on a course that's neutral, if you live in a world of hate, neutral isn't a great place to be after that. >> i was 14 years old when i was recruited in 1987. i was out after eight years in 1996 when i was 23 years old and it was really the compassion that people showed me, people that i least deserved it from. people who were african american, jewish, gay, who saw in me something else. they weren't interested in pushing me away for murder and wanted to explore me under the armor. it was compassion at a time i least deserved really was the most powerful thing. for somebody like jeff scoop who has been in this movement since he was 14 years old and in his 45s now, he's never held a job outside of the movement and had interactions with other people outside of comrades he had.