be the same, and we have to respect that. >> it such a sad state of affairs that jurors have to worry about their safety when they are doing their civil duty. >> in a trial for a former president of the united dates of america. >> the newsrooms are trying to have thoughtful conversations about how to handle these conversations, but it's hopping in open court, open public. we live in a different era now, and era were security concerns are very weel. i applied for a press credential. >> you wanted to go? >> i wanted to go. my request was denied, unfortunately. >> why? >> i don't know. a couple of friends of mine said, you need to wear a disguise. the last time i worked at a trump alley, cnn sent me with a bodyguard.