this one was definitely a lot more sad than the first one. it's just a lot going on in your head and a lot of emotions to deal with. i have to keep moving. i have to keep pushing. this will not break me. this will not derail my plans, my life. so that is when i was like, i want to go to a fertility specialist. i want to see if there's something wrong. is it something we can diagnose? fix or work through. i'm a problem solver by nature. all of the tests came back with no issue, no problem. plenty of eggs. your healthy. your fertile. sometimes miscarriages just happen. that's when my fertility doctor said. that's what my ob/gyn said, that's with the research says. i took a couple months and we tried again that summer. we got pregnant right away. so getting pregnant has never been an issue for us. some of the excitement and carefree nunes and joy that you