and dimitri was this lesions everywhere. and when he came out, his first comment to us was, how did you bear this for so long. and finally, somebody sees me and somebody can understand that i am not crazy after on. i actually my mind thought i paid my dues. i've dealt with the pain and i've missed glasses, i've rescheduled my wedding. so when it's time to have a family you have a family. i never put two and two together. i didn't realize the spectrum of infertility versus fertility endometrium. i remember at that time going to a -- learning about ivf session, and i didn't expect to hear the stories that i heard. i was hearing stories like, we were in ivf number eight,