women, bible verses he made and exercise program for him. how to deal when you get your heart broken and the last page wrote a letter saying this is everything i could think of to teach you to be a man if i don't make it home. >> how much does this journal mean to jordan now? he's an extraordinary boy you said and he's becoming a man. >> he is. he wore his father's shoes for the first time to the premiere of the movie. that's how much of a man he's becoming and the shoes fit and i remember when he was little he used to clomp around in the living room and i'd say one day, they'll fit baby, they'll fit and they do now. when i got out of the car for the red carpet for our premiere, jordan was standing there waiting for me in his dad's shoes. in terms of the journal, you know, it means different things at different points in his life, there are funny entries, now that he loves to read but you can imagine it means something else to him on his wedding day and something else to him when he becomes a man and i tell