you know, especially like around his birthdays. you know, there's not really a day that i don't. steven: i'm sad that i never got to see him as an adult because i just know that he would have been like, a great dad. like, i know that. i know that he would like, he would have been everything to his kids. like, his sister, he was like everything to her. natacha: to see how much support that's actually out here today in honor of my brother's life is amazing to me. thelma: i just want to thank the town of teaneck for the tree of healing for my son in his name. it's been a long, long time coming. a long time coming. now we're going to let these balloons go in phillip pannell's name. rest in heaven, phillip, let it go. male: happy birthday, phillip. this is for you. (music) much love, phillip pannell. (clapping)