i don't know how it'd be to lose a child. and, and, and i can only imagine the horror you've lived through over the last, uh, what is it? 30 years now. i certainly, you know, certainly don't understand how it is to lose a sibling either as i speak to your daughter as well. but i will not support a mural that has phillip pannell's name on it anywhere. if you're asking me for my vote, you know, because i won't vote for something that i don't fully support. and there's certain aspects that right now i can't support. but i do support the concept. during the rioting back in 1990 as a 15 year old, i was working on the ambulance corps. i transported a photographer who had his camera smacked over his head to the hospital. i do remember going into the e.r., i remember seeing three or four teaneck police officers holding a different arm or a packet somewhere else where they were injured. i couldn't believe that this was my town and i couldn't believe the damage that was done.