every street, everything in teaneck. he loved teaneck, new jersey. he loved it. he died in a town that he loved. (music) natacha: after the trial, my whole childhood was gone. i felt stigmatized. when people saw me, it's like they would get sad because i would automatically put them in mind. my brother. my years of high school was, like, really, really traumatic. i was being bullied. i was being misunderstood. and i became enraged. i started to hate police officers. i started even hate white people. it was, it was a really ugly time in my life. my mother was so distraught. and my father, he took it really, really rough. it wasn't actually until like, years later, my family was able to start healing. my mom and i, we've grown much, much closer.