>> we realize that at the end of this, we may not all still be here and it's a very sobering thought. it makes it difficult to do the work we're doing. we're trying to come together and work with our state and national leadership and public health experts to try to get ppe out and the way we do that is to get federal leadership on that and invek thing voke things lik defense protection act. >> it sinks in depending on where you live and how you get your information. listening to you speak bluntly