this pain play out over and over again. it's the theoretical, stephanie. people talk about how it's so horrible that this happens in denver, upstate new york, new york, florida, you pick your location. it always seems like it's the other and not happening to us. but you talk to the family members here and they say, a reality, the perception of what is possible is shattered. and it certainly feels like that for someone who is on the ground and talking for them as well. because the pain itself is indescribable. you could see it on their faces. i am watching families walking up to this plaza behind me. see, there's a fountain with so many flowers and gifts for those who are greeting. it's, that many fee tie, because people care that much about trying to provide some level of consolation. or some level of support to those experiencing pain. by the same token, they are confused. everyone here is confused. as for the time limit offense that there is not a school resource officer on campus when it all broke out. why a school board was left