you know, getting ready to go to texas, and a friend writing me a letter saying, do not blame yourself. one day, your life is changed forever, and one day, you will move past this. after all this sadness has been heaped upon you, but you will be a changed person. even i didn't understand it. >> the full interview is streaming on demand for msnbc's the choice on peacock, but when we come back, more from our sitdown with huma about the bombshell jim comey dropped on the clinton campaign days before the 2016 election.