>> i couldn't inhale. >> you were accused by cati smitty of getting violent. >> that was a lie. >> did you kill carrie? >> i did not. >> there are a lot of coincidences going on? terrible coincidences for you? >> i know. >> what do you say to the people watching right now? >> i know i did not kill carrie. she was a beautiful person. a wonderful friend. a lover. a confidant. she meant the world to me. >> at the end of a long trial -- >> after more than two weeks of testimony and argument, judge meersman was ready to give his verdict. >> timothy mcvay i'm finding you guilty of count one murder and count -- >> i jumped out of my seat. i was so happy. >> tim mcvay was stoic showing