he was not good to tera, and did not respond when she made these cries for help. and he feels horrible. >> the defense's suicide expert doctor alan berman testified all of the evidence pointed to tera taking her own life. >> she had a number of post chronic and acute factors for suicide. >> and the i am sorry no left on levi's that side table? >> doctor bourbon said that note was too ambiguous for him to call it a suicide note. that ripped up page found buried in the garbage, the experts say that had the hallmarks of a real suicide note. >> the line, i hope you will be happy now is something that we sometimes see in suicide notes. >> originally, the state suspected both notes were forgeries, but their own handwriting expert confirmed that tera wrote both of them. >> so you came back with an