jurors showed us today and the incident outside that brought home to many of us the same fear and anxiety that many of the prospective jurors are feeling. is this a safe environment. can this be a place, even, where a former president can get a fair trial. i will tell you, a reporter from another publication said to me, i don't know even know if the secret service is going to allow him back here. some of us weren't sure we were going to't continue this afternn or even if judge merchan knew what had gone on. it'swh not clear to us what's going to happen when we convene from the break or how the proceedings will happen. >> i think what sue just raised may be the biggest question right now. just reading it, i was not in like you were, but just reading our document that our producers continue to add to, i felt an intensity, it felt very emotional. we said that at the top of the hour about sort of the mood and