all three included. verizon a new book offers a searing indictment of the american health care system. through the lens of lost. bestselling author, nicole chung, lost her adoptive parents to cancer into diabetes. her memoir, a living, remedy explores her own complex grieving process, and also, how the health care system in her eyes, failed her elite parents. nikole jiang joins me now, nicole, thank you so much for taking the time to be with us. i know you through your first book, and in, you're right so beautifully about the complexities of adoption, and now, in this book, a living remedy, you say your parents deaths made you feel like you are being an adopted. how did that complicate the grieving process? >> i was really struck by when i lost, began to lose, my adoptive parents, i thought that my adoption was something i had mostly settled in my life.