the odds of him ever living independently are virtually nil. it has changed our lives forever. when he is happy, is gorgeous and lovely, and he is my baby, and i adore him. but, i can't help but looking at him and thinking it did not have to be this way. >> when did you realize what happened to him, and then you got a diagnosis, after a diagnosis, and a diagnosis, and then you realize that the hospital was not being completely honest with you, but then you are stonewalled when you tried to find out more information. i can begin to imagine the level of frustration that you must have felt, was it that kept you going on to try and get to the truth, and for somebody to be held accountable for what happened to little boy? >> show determination. we ultimately, as -- best of my knowledge nobody of no investigation has ever done, or if there was an investigation that was one of those internal ones that did not involve us in any way. to have a healthy for term pregnancy and up with a child