understands your frustration. you are clearly smart. you didn't know you would go to jail for it, but you did it anyway. why? >> this has been my whole life. my whole adult life has been dedicated to america. i wrote a master's thesis on making foreign diplomacy more effective. no one is more personally invested than me. that's irrelevant when i am watching the junior service member win every tactical engagement and the national security strategy is all predicated on changes on a tactical level. we won every tactical level engagement. what we are losing at is the