whatever, i'm going to gravitate toward that. then we replace the fathers, we have so many men who want to stand up. before we bring in the feds and anyone else, let's work on the resources we have right now. >> martha: let me ask you for a bit of your personal story. what turned you around? you have a bullet lodged in your head, correct? >> correct. >> martha: what made you decide to leave gang life? >> you know what, it had been my fourth stint. i had been to jail, i was a three-time loser. the fourth one woke me up. when i get out -- and this was right before i got shot. i got shot, and i face the fact that this is it. how many times can you go through a tragedy? how many times before you really wake up? what happened with the kids is that they are learning, just like we saw earlier with the clip, the kids shoot into this crowd. so if the kids aren't trained how to shoot a gun, we have all