about my son. i go to bed thinking about him. he is constantly on my mind but at the end of the day, this is much more than just my story. this is about many other victims out there that are living today without a loved one and hurting just as much as i am. this fight, again, it's not only for my son, i'm doing everything i can for every voiceless victim out there. i believe this is what i need to do, this is what my calling is. i'm doing this for everyone but yes, it hurts every single day, what i'm going through and it doesn't help that george gascon is re-victimizing me just by his pro criminal agenda. it's awful. i don't think he understands what he is doing. >> laura: he sounds like he is completely, either he is insane or he is completely ignorant or just doesn't care. three options. none of them are any good.