understanding your background your work on providing the giving and didn' did it feel goo fight? >> i don't know if i've ever thought of myself that way. fighting versus giving. but i guess you are right. i just did not know leading up to this that i was fighting for it probabprobably quietly. then there comes a line. i realize this last week when it all got settled i did not know what my line was until i knew it until it's crossed. i knew i had to make the hardest decision of my life to fight back against the company that i literally, i love my job that was my dream since i was this big. eleven years old and i did it. i did them beyond what i dreamt of. when you stand up to a lawsuit you know that's going to go away. i was so scared but i knew i had to push through that fear and fight or else shut up and stay silent. brian: of the stock you're from