then who do you blame for this? was she doctor-shopping and then also, how is her family doing? her kids? >> so we are like most families, we are heart-broken. we are angry. we are getting through it. so, i believe my sister was going to doctors getting pain medication. she didn't talk about it. and, again, i think there is a lot of shame around this disease. so, you know, video done anything for my sister to help her. but she never asked. brian: yeah. and it just seems if you are going to a doctor and getting it the right way, people think of drug abuse as someone going behind a corner, going to a rundown section of your town and doing something illicit. you feel like you are following the rules. >> exactly. and what's sad is that many doctors aren't certified in addiction medicine. lots of doctors can't prescribe the meds you need for medication assisted