judge said is until we exhaust our administrative remedies with now these nine officers, we can't come back to see her. i thought it was important to clean that up. we have got officers who have had to retire early. we have got jose, 34. just at the beginning of his career. had trouble getting up here to his chair. we have a beginning gel mom now that we have added who went ahead and took the jab because she had to, but now she is very concerned about having future children the stories run the gamut. they are all human stories and all happen to be denver police officers who have had this forced on them. ainsley: jose, you have been a police officer for seven years. served in the army for 12 years. you have sacrificed so much for our country. you have four children and now you are worried about your legs and if you are going to get better. how do you feel? >> >> uncertain. i mean, i can't be outside --