man killed in action in afghanistan in 2011. jane horton. thank you for being here. i know this is probably a day where you alternate between rage and grief. let's get your thoughts this morning. you've traveled to afghanistan and as you watched what is happening unfold in that country today. >> yes, ma'am. thank you so much for having me on today. i'm so grateful to have a voice. my heart is broken. our hearts are broken as the gold star community. i've seen the same message sent to me. our fragile hearts already broken that we pieced together through service honoring our loved ones and loving and caring for them and americans here at home is broken. and we're worried about their fellow brothers and sisters in arms as well and afghan allies. >> dana: when you traveled you had a blog you kept notes on. i want to read one portion. you wrote i did not want to go to afghanistan for closure, but